Numb

You're trying to be normal, tryna play along
They told you your whole life you're doing something wrong
Fragmented emotions, everywhere at once
But you need to focus, you don't know what you want

Growing up and you can't find an in between
You're too much or too little, you're not anything
Feeling like you're slipping, you need to take control
You're everything at once, but there's nothing that
You know, it'd be easier to just let go

Head and heart are singing, but they're out of tune
How are they so heavy when they're hollow too
Wanna feel something but you feel too much
And your only other option is feeling numb

Afraid of your emotions, scared you're getting stuck
Never learned indifference, only hate and love
Longing just to be like everybody else
Get your feelings from your body 'stead of pills on a shelf

Head and heart are pounding, but they're out of sync
A little orange bottle will take care of things
Wanna feel nothing 'cause you feel too much
Yeah, you only like yourself when you're feeling numb

Make yourself natural, artificially
Betrayed by your body, that's left you incomplete
Burdened with the chaos that no one else can see (can see)
You're everywhere, you're nowhere, and you're never in between

Head and heart are messy, you feel all alone
Put fragments of yourself under a microscope
Life is never easy when you're forced to run
To the bottom of a bottle, completely numb