Necessary Endings

Lately, I've been stressing, I can feel it in my chest
Avoiding what is painful even though I know what's best
There's blessing in the struggle, there is peace even in trouble
But I doubt that it's for me, like I deserve my world to crumble
I wear my feelings on my face a lot
And those me around see I'm not okay
But even when I pray, I don't believe the words I say
Man, I feel like I'm drowning in depression and this lack of faith

Feeling like I'm blinded by the thoughts it of what should've been
There's a lot of things it could've been, but it's stopping me from gettin' in
The places and the moods and being present for boo
It's blocked my creativity, these blessings turned to misery, ah!
And I don't know what's gotten into me
'Cause I'm a strong man, or maybe I pretend to be
Is it the sin in me, or maybe it's the enemy?
I gotta find the strength to end it because it's ending me

If you give strength in weakness
I'm at my weakest

Lately, it's been more feeling lows, than feeling high
My bad days have outnumbered the good, I'm filling dry
Sometimes I wish I could sprout wings and touch the sky
And let my tears water the flowers for hours when I cry

I ain't gon' lie, there's some days I've felt I wanna die
But giving up is not an option when God is on your side
I ain't gon' lie, there's some days I've felt I wanna die
Giving up is not an option when God is on your side

I know that life's been like a rollercoaster, especially lately
But the root of some of your problems is what you won't let go
Maybe if you decide to open your hands and give to God
Those things you made into idols, then your storms just might subside
And I'm talking to the person on the other side of this reflection
The person who's refused to learn from past lessons
I said I'm talking to the person on the other side of this reflection
It's time to let go, it's a necessary ending

If you give strength in weakness (oh)
I'm at my weakest (I'm at my weakest, oh)
If you give strength in weakness (I need your strength)
I'm at my weakest, at my weakest (I'm at my weakest)
(Oh, you're my strength)

If you give strength in weakness (oh)
I'm at my weakest (You give me strength, God)
If you give strength in weakness
I'm at my weakest, at my weakest (I'm at my weakest)
(Oh, Your love is chasing me, God)

If you give strength in weakness
I'm at my weakest (You pulled me out of the pits of hell)
(And I'm grateful I'm grateful, yeah)
If you give strength in weakness
I'm at my weakest, at my weakest
(There's no other help I know)
(No other help I know)

If you give strength in weakness
(Give me strength in weakness)
I'm at my weakest
You're the God of the overflow (oh)
(So I'll trust you to give me more, oh)
If you give strength in weakness
I'm at my weakest, at my weakest (I'm at my weakest)
Oh (oh)

Lord, let them know that You'll meet them in their mud
You'll meet them in their dirt
You'll meet them in their mess, God
'Cause nothing is too messy for You
God, You went to a cross for each and every person
Listening to this song
Each and every person listening to these words
God, I pray they never forget who You are

I pray they never forget Your love
I pray they never forget Your sacrifice
I pray that they find You
And that they never ever let go
The same way that You will never leave them
Nor forsake them
In the name of Jesus (in the name of Jesus)
We thank You, God (we thank You, God)
Amen
And Amen