Facing My Shadow Side (feat. Djsunnysideup)

I have bags that are full of ashes From bridges on I let gas drip
And the packages of matches With a couple left in my hand grip
Thought I had friends But they were just distractions
Like something I didn't know Would lead me off the path in
I'm giving it my all And wanna give rap the passion
No jots or wicked thoughts What's in past tense is lost in trash bin

Have belief
That this is the seed
We planted and seek

Now my circle's small I'm the only square like Urkle's thoughts
It's a verse from tops of where lurks the gods Like I hire me that aspires to be worth the call
I'm not a fighter unless the fight's heard and worth for all
Before the legion off the off the scene Road swerved and lost
Took over where I think alone Like my door seen
Known was it worth the cause Opened the swings off the hinges
Was seen broke

Have belief
That this is the seed
We planted and seek

This my shadow side From those black holed eyes
Took my jeckles hide As if me myself didn't like Serene
Because I was bitter When I said bye Irene
Which she later became my poison iv
Thought she was healing me But must've poisoned my IV
Now I'm better Never was found with Beretta
Trailer I was raised up A lot of money around
It's not my endeavor

Cause they need to see This is the seed we
planted and seek

Yo so now with confidence I try to get opposite of hate
I mean now you're gonna see That it's me not to sedate
Everybody around me No fiends
This is the truth It's no triptophayn
I don't even put most folks to sleep Cause they stay awake
But you know it ain't nightmares I fight fair it's your own dreams

Have belief
That this is the seed
We planted and seek

I'm gonna help most go conceive And this is really what it is
It's just goals achieved Goals achieved