Apple Pie Promises*

They told me that life was as easy as apple pie
I shuffled the order, and met a new group of supporters, like 6 years olds getting baptized
I don't understand where I'm at, where I'm going, it just feels randomized
18 year frame of mind, all the girls that I loved had gotten henna dyes

You pop a pill, I pop it, lets pop it, lets fight these troubles
We itch for a moment of clarity, all that surmised, tears in a puddle
Write the description, De Botton, debutants all in this huddle
Destroy each other together, so lets begin to construct this bubble

Yeah yeah so let's stop this all of our nonsense making life hopeless
Your making love harder why can't you just except you tell me that you tried
But I gave you like everything why do I do this to myself like everyday

I get so invested In these people I could throw away
My life ain't been that easy some might say
But I keep on walking
Through the vast space as I sing

They told me that life was as easy as apple pie
I shuffled the order, and met a new group of supporters, like 6 years olds getting baptized
I don't understand where I'm at, where I'm going, it just feels randomized
18 year frame of mind, all the girls that I loved had gotten henna dyes

You pop a pill, I pop it, lets pop it, lets fight these troubles
We itch for a moment of clarity, all that surmised, tears in a puddle
Write the description, De Botton, debutants all in this huddle
Destroy each other together, so lets begin to construct this bubble