Stray

Stray away from love
Ameliorate this part of me that can't give up
I stay awake cause in my head, I'm paranoid
I beared the weight, faced the fall
You can run but really you're worth nothing at all

Don't tell me about circumstance
I've never faced such a bitter, self delusional, dishonest human
Like poison into the earth
This emptiness that you bleed
All over me

As the knife goes deeper, I wait and bleed
Forever sever the ties of you and me

Stray away from love
Ameliorate this part of me that can't give up
I stay awake cause in my head I'm paranoid
I never meant this to get personal
But it's always been personal and who the fuck are you now?

I would hold out hope but oh please
Come on yeah tell me what's the use?
My resolve stood the storm as your walls caved in on me

The irony is that part of me
Has held the weight just to help you breathe
And underneath I failed to see
What I held up you'd let bury me

I said I'd break for nothing. Fuck

Stray away from love
Ameliorate this part of me that can't give up
I stay awake cause in my head I'm paranoid
I never meant this to get personal
But it's always been personal and who the fuck are you now?

Would it get you through the night to really know what I feel inside?
Yeah, it just don't feel right

God, are we damned by sorrow?
Cause I suffer alone in the dark
No pain escapes my head
I am spared no hope
God, will you take measure?
Can you hear me from your throne?
It is I who remains hollow
And I beg to feel nothing at all