Troubled Mind

Do you know what it means to be able to do the things you're doing
You have to understand, you're not gonna be by yourself forever
You're gonna be a superstar
Eventually, someday
You're gonna be facing thousands of people, performing
You can't always be in isolation forever

Don't wanna jump on their beat now they yapping they sayin I got pride
Where I'm from it's hard to make it out, while some don't even try
Things get hard so much pain but I still try put on a smile
I got used to the pain that it's been a while since I cried
The last time I did my unc got nicked in the game
Ask Cench, we were planning the great escape
Mum keep saying I need that therapy to keep me sane
But like Santan Dave, fuck that I don't wanna be saved
A lotta snakes nowadays, I gotta watch who I keep
Niggas quick to come by when it's your help that they need
When it gets peak you need their help
They'd be no where to be seen
Bare tings wanna be bae swear that shit gets me sick
You know what got me sick? The fact that I was broke
Too many hurts from the past I swear that shit turned me cold
Remember I was so broke and weren't getting no dough
They didn't even rate me, more time they fell out of love
You always said I never loved you but I never got to say
More time I feel detached like I'm stuck with the pain
You even know my pride and ego always gets in the way
She said i don't apologize, that's my toxic trait
"Toxic guy you can't even say I love you back"!
Isn't it funny how these hoes tryna move like wife?
I want zero disturbance when I'm bussing my rhyme
My bro just called my phone, it's peak. Yo! let's go ride
It's just another fucking day chilling with my thoughts
Bae still stressed like "Chaze what the fuck you on!
If you find it hard to let me in then I'm done"!
Dealing with a lot on my head but I stay calm like a boss
It's just another fucking day chilling with my thoughts
Bae still stressed like "Chaze what the fuck you on!
If you find it hard to let me in then I'm done"!
Dealing with a lot on my head but I stay calm like a boss
I been on the field and I ain't talking bout no football
I went away for a while I seen bare missed calls
Not talking bout jail, it's just me and my thoughts
It's like I'm locked in a cage bruv I'm always indoors
I spend time with my baby like Bonnie & Clyde
Right until that time that I'm fighting my mind
If you seen the way I ghost, you'd have thought that I died
But man's got manic depression, no Jekyll and Hyde
I don't even pop smoke but I'm tryna stay high on the bread
Remember we was on the run almost got swarmed by the feds
My uncs got caught in this shit now his wifey shedding tears
Finna change my identities so I cut off my dreads
Always right when the government do it
So my uncs didn't really do shit
All of these embezzlement panels won't even do shit
Splashing billions on cars while the country is in a crisis
Kidnaps all over the nation I wonder if we got armed forces
Fucking pussies, always tryna get a young man down
Stopping boys for being rich can't stop the boko haram
20-10-20, if you Nigerian you know what went down
Fucking clowns how could you still vote in the wrong man now?
Think I'm Mark Zuckerberg they wanna book man's face
Niggas call me Frankie, Rachael calls man Chaze
I fell in love with the music cah I could share all my pain
Always bottling my thoughts I don't really care bout the fame!