Sobriety

I, I
You need to hide (hide)
I lost my mind (mind)
At midnight
No longer need to lie

Oh, we never did it right
We put our insecurities first and drive
On a straight avenue that became circles
We crashed the car
When everything was so bright
Tomorrow we will regret
If we do it right
People will comment
If we don't follow the light
Your sobriety is almost here
And there will be no one left when you disappear

And we're going to sleep on your chest
To get high at a party
Freedom is kinda funny
But will you still want me?
When I cry
Try to make things right
But lead you to sadness every time
But enough sobriety tonight

All these situations are happening
In a small span of time
The sun will take time to rise
You have the perfect weapon to kill this guy

And I don't want to talk
I just want to spend hours hugging you
I would sober up for you
While they all comment that I don't speak the truth
Man, I can't hate you
I'm not like them
I'm the type of boy that will make you wonder
Who you were and who you will be
It's just me

And it's hard to write when you're on my mind
As if I'm being tormented by your smile
So I cry
I love you, right?
Maybe I'm kidding myself
Filling someone else's void
I can't wait for one person
Who doesn't know who I really am
And a spike of emotions
Can't describe
What I really feel inside
So I can't write
So I need those bright lights
In your smile
And I (I)
I need to hide (hide)
I lost my mind (mind)
At midnight
No longer need to lie