Dynamites In My Head

I would write to you
But I think letters would not be enough
To tell you how I feel about you
It was so hard to find someone like you
But now I lost you
On stanwood avenue

And the party was a dream
The taste of her kiss was bittersweet
The summer is ending
And all I think about is how am I going to live

Some drinks
And I'm finally sober
I'm just looking for a way to deal with my emotions
When I look at you, it's hard to breathe
Hugging you and kissing you seems impossible to me
But I would be happy

Would be happy
It's hard to breathe

Staring in the mirror
Some epiphanies in my head
The dynamites we explode together
Became explosions that I couldn't see

And New Jersey was a dream
You are disconnected from me
I need to find a way to get over you
I met the dark side of the Moon

Some drinks
And I'm finally sober
I'm just looking for a way to deal with my emotions
When I look at you, it's hard to breathe
Hugging you and kissing you seems impossible to me
But I would be happy

Would be happy
It's hard to breathe

So I go into the water
I close my eyes
I let it drown me slowly
So I don't have to cry
What is a knife in my heart
If it's enough to lie that I'm fine

You are drunk
And I'm finally clean
See your face everyday
It's really hard for me
But at least I'm free
And I will be happy
Finally clean
And I will be happy