Endless Mindloop

I feel so cold
I fear I'm falling
Do I even deserve to know
Why?
I feel my life fading away
Do you ever think of me?
Do you ever think

I'm leaving all behind the memories
I'm burying all my darkest sins
I must believe that there's a way to be saved
But I can't go on I just can't let it go
It's more than I can take
Who will ease my pain?
I must leave, so I try to sleep
Yet your words are still haunting me
I must leave, and I fall asleep
But yet it feels like yesterday

I feel so cold
I fear I'm falling
Do I even deserve to know
Why?
I feel my life fading away
Do you ever think of me?
Do you ever think?

Now, that I've tried to tell you
And make you understand
All you've got to do is close your eyes
And tell me how you feel
Everything I wish for is you, here
By my side, holding me tight
Never let me go
Fuck it
Tell me, that you don't want me
Tell me, you fucking hate me
This hope stuck in my head
Keeps me from waking up
I'm trapped in these endless mindloops
Telling me, there is still a chance

I feel so cold
I fear I'm falling
Do I even deserve to know

Endless Mindloop

I can't face the day when I lost you
In my thoughts there's still the two of us here
It feels like an endless dream
And I don't know how to wake up
And if I don't wake up anymore, don't be sad

I feel so cold - I've been dying for so long
I fear I'm falling
Do I even deserve to know - I've been dying for so long
I feel my life - Endless Mindloops
Fading away
Do you ever think of me? - Endless Mind-
Do you ever think? - loops