Finally See Me

I came back from school today
Looking around, see everything's changed
Nobody gonna be mistaking my name
I knew one day they would finally see me
Came home from school today
Looking around, I'm the brand new me
I just wanna make it on the wall someday
I knew one day they would finally see me

Travel 'round in packs
School bullies wanna watch their fucking back
Never think that a girl could be so mad?
Mix that with the years I don't react
To the shit that you pulled when I was young
The best weapon is behind my microphone
But part of me just wants to take the whole control
Part of me just wants to fucking show you all

Part of me just wants to scream until you finally look
And bash your brains into your stupid little science book
'Cause I feel like the frog you're dissecting
I'm dead yet I'm never interesting
And everybody wants to walk on like they don't see
The sad girl sat alone, couldn't find a seat
One day they're gonna say they never saw me
Or suspected my suicidal tendencies

'Cause I'm the kid that never went to school
Ate dinner by the shit in the loo
Went home and I cried in my room
My momma never knew what to do
I beg her to take me away
Home school wasn't possible for me
I'm gonna make them see me one day
I'm gonna make 'em know my name

I came back from school today
Looking around, see everything's changed
Nobody gonna be mistaking my name
I knew one day they would finally see me
Came home from school today
Looking around, I'm the brand new me
I just wanna make it on the wall someday
I knew one day they would finally see me

(Shout!) When you wanna scream but you're holding back
(Now!) Now's the time that maybe you should react
But you're sat still taking the bullshit
And you wonder why it carries on like this?
So live your life like a video game
You wouldn't really just sit there, enduring the pain
'Cause when your character dies, you won't respawn again
So you just get off the floor and let me take your hand and we can

(Just go) Anywhere you really wanna
Fuck school, popularity, no drama
Fuck grades for a job that you never wanted
Doesn't work out? We can go wild and never bother
Yes mother, I do care, but I really don't
All the kids going out just to get stoned
But I sit in my room until I grow old
Making music 'till I wanna fucking explode

Explode? I figured out the code
A ticking time bomb ticking in my real sad soul
I'm a sad kid looking for a place to go
Hide away that's all, I feel so alone
A place to go?
I don't wanna live like this
Feel like shit?
Tell me, is this what I get?
If you're picking on a kid when there's nothing left then
You're gonna regret when the bad shit happens

I came back from school today
Looking around, see everything's changed
Nobody gonna be mistaking my name
I knew one day they would finally see me
Came home from school today
Looking around, I'm the brand new me
I just wanna make it on the wall someday
I knew one day they would finally see me

Everybody gonna see me
Gonna see me celebrated
Got my picture on the wall, and it looks just how I wanted
All the kids that were hated
All the kids that were different
Everybody's gathered round, and they're asking why I did it
Why I did it, why I did it, did I do it at ll?
(Did I do it, did I do it, did I do it at all?)
Why I did it, why I did it, did I do it at all?
(Did I do it, did I do it, did I do it at all?)

'Cause everybody they're looking they've never saw me before
I've got this power inside me that I need to control
I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
(One day they will finally see me)

I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
I got a demon inside me that I cannot control
(One day they will finally see me)
I got a demon inside me that I cannot
That I cannot
(One day they will finally see me)
Control
(One day they will finally see me)
Don't kill it