Furthest Thing

Somewhere between psychotic and iconic
Somewhere between I want it and I got it
Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted
Somewhere between a mistress and commitment
But I stay down, girl, I always stay down
Get down, never lay down
Promise to break everybody off before I break down

Everyone just wait now
So much on my plate now
People I believed in, they don't even show their face now
What they got to say now?
Nothing they can say now
Nothing really changed, but still they look at me a way now
What more can I say now?
What more can I say now?
You might feel like nothing was the same

I still been drinking on the low
Mobbing on the low
Fucking on the low
Smoking on the low
I still been plotting on the low
Scheming on the low
The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know

I just been drinking on the low
Mobbing on the low
Fucking on the low
Smoking on the low
I just been plotting on the low
Scheming on the low
The furthest thing from perfect, like everyone I know

And I hate that you don't think that I belong to ya
Just too busy running shit to run home to you
You know that paper my passion
Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened
I can't help it, I can't help it
I was young and I was selfish
I made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else's

Now you hate me, stop pretending
Stop that fronting, I can't take it
Girl, don't treat me like a stranger
Girl, you know I seen ya naked
Girl, you know that I remember, don't be a pretender
Getting high at the condo, that's when it all comes together
You know I stay reminiscing and make-up sex is tradition
But you've been missing girl, and you might feel like nothing was the same

I still been drinking on the low
Mobbing on the low
Fucking on the low
Smoking on the low
I still been plotting on the low
Scheming on the low
The furthest thing from perfect, like everyone I know

I just been drinking on the low
Mobbing on the low
Fucking on the low
Smoking on the low
I just been plotting on the low
Scheming on the low
The furthest thing from perfect, like everyone I know

Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting, scheming
Plotting, scheming, getting money
Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting, scheming
Plotting, scheming, getting money

Uh
This the life for me
My mama told me this was right for me
I got 'em worried like make sure you save a slice for me
I should have spoons serve you up with a fork and knife for me
The actions make us doubt you
Your lack of effort got me rapping different
This the shit I wanna go out to
Play this shit at my funeral if they catch me slipping

Naked women swimming that's just how I'm living
Donate a million to some children that's just how I'm feeling
A nigga filling up arenas, who the fuck can see us?
I had to Derrick Rose the knee up 'fore I got the re-up
Yours truly, the boy
I just build and build more, y'all niggas build and destroy
Y'all niggas party too much man, I just chill and record
No filler, you feel it now if you ain't feel it before

Yes Lord
This the shit I wanna go out to
Yeah, yeah
This the shit I wanna go out to

Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting, scheming
Plotting, scheming, getting money
Drinking