Today

She loved I was dumb to let go
Forgive me for my blaspheme
Believe in some god though
Tried three times but it wasn't strong enough
I got a position in life to fulfill
I'm called up
All by myself
All me I deal with the hand dealt
Having no reason to
Became my favorite reason
Death my favorite demon
I wept won't make me a free man
Help help I'm on fire
Sensational desire
When I see your eyes my eyes widen
Changes things change we heighten
I get so high my mind wrestles with titans
Y'all gon get yours I walk forth lit torch
No thank you nurse i've had enough
Got nobody when I look up
I chase starlight when I fly
You living in darkness listening to lies
Feeling fine giving good it's a vibe
I rap like a vehicle someone cut the breaks
I rhyme every season roll with bud and shake
I climb every peak yes I know what it takes
Your brain like a computer mine is like sunway
K computer I hang with Bueller
Hatred is learned while love is ignored

Crash crumble last resort I got a few
Relationship I don't know myself
Not so simple
Even when she got ass and boobs
I can't get high enough study science more
I've been advised not to tell all I know
Shatter too many paradigm
Chaos ensue for sure
I'm the biggest the best poet no less
I need no one y'all dorks so corny
I'm gonna be me until my soul recycles

Let me take you out
Take you to a piano recital
I met with thieves and vandals
I can't get my head right sometimes
Y'all want vulnerable
My skin a hardshell
Can't feel nothing
Numb and calloused
The beat been on repeat
I don't know what I want to find out
Centerfold where I slept
Sinner die slow slow death
Felt what I wrote
The belt around my throat
I grew even though
It's green I got to go
Spaces to fill be careful
Nothing get me high enough
Still I fly above
I enjoy life god gave me a smile
I lived wild got too many stories to tell
I'm never gon stop rap until I rot

Situational my lines sensational
Easy with the context feeble minded
My rhymes is slighted through nonsense with content
I loved her I lost focus gave it all away
Don't matter now I get through anything
My choice is to better understand life
Exposed to criminals at a young age
Exposed to pretty much everything
My song can't sing along gave no praise
Though I'm thankful to be alive today



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Bowley
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