I'm Not Gonna Lie

I wanna die sometimes
Hope we make it out alive
I hope you understand
I did what I can
I really wanna live
I don't have much to give
I know it's hard sometimes
I'm not gonna lie

Is it wrong that I don't wanna live no more?
Is it wrong that I get so insecure?
Is it all in my mind?
Is it all in my head?
Am I the reason why?
I'm better off dead
Is it wrong that I really lost myself?
Is it my fault I'm too afraid to ask for help?
I have way too much pride
So I just say I'm great
Then they think that I'm fine
When I'm really not okay

I really can't adjust
I just want to give it up
I'm feeling so useless
Guess I'll get used to it
I'm living off these pills
Broken hearts and hospital bills
I'm feeling so helpless
Don't know what help is

I wanna die sometimes
Hope we make it out alive
I hope you understand
I did what I can
I really wanna live
I don't have much to give
I know it's hard sometimes
I'm not gonna lie

Is it weird that I don't wanna go on tour?
Insecure, but I keep on wanting more
I really love my fans
But I don't love my life
Sometimes it's easier to say goodbye
True
My baby's all I really got
But she don't think that's she's enough
She's why I'm still alive
When I just wanna leave
Swear she's the reason why
I'm on my feet

I wanna die sometimes
Hope we make it out alive
I hope you understand
I did what I can
Mmm mmm mmm
And I really wanna live
I don't have much to give
I know it's hard sometimes
I'm not gonna lie

I really want to live
I don't have much to give
I know it's hard sometimes
I'm not gonna lie
But we'll be alright



Credits
Writer(s): Kal Wilkinson
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