The Absence of Thought.

No one has the patience
Nobody's gonna be waiting
Nobody has what it takes them
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience
Nobody has the patience

Directionless
Maybe I'll find something here

I'm too addicted to this
My drive has turned into bliss
My motivation turned to mist
Where have I
Been this whole time
I swear I've been right here but there's no proof from mine
I ain't been working, I'm sick of it
I guess this is just what I get for this
This life of sin has been taking it's toll
And I can't keep up with my own thoughts as they roll
My life been ending for something
I knew I'd die young but ain't seen it coming, how
It was all for nothing now
Been losing so much fucking weight
My sleeves going over my palms and I hate
My own fucking image, I'm stuck in my mind and my body
I'm just getting started
My stomach is killing me, why won't you stop it God
I let my mind wander too often
Exit the world every day but not lost and
The pain overtakes me
I don't mean to act out like this but it makes me

My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
My mind is blank
I don't find enjoyment in nothing so my life is tanking
My mind is blank
My mind is blank

My brain hurts
And my mind's worse
And my brain hurts
And my mind's worse
My brain hurts
And my mind's worse
And my brain hurts
And my mind's worse

I won't change my ways
I feel all my pain
Bit by bit I cave
My thoughts swirl in waves
Everything I feel
Is for nothing here
I don't prove it real
Just waste what I feel
I'm so used to this
I no longer wish
To be free of this
Pass on end goal bliss
It's all for nothing
But what pain may bring
Living for this thing
But won't see the end
Mom will you be proud
Dad do you see now
All those nights too loud
They pulled all these crowds
And I've fucking seen
My friends turn to fiends
Turning from this scene
Won't change shit, I see

My brain hurts
And my mind's worse
And my brain hurts
And my mind's worse
My brain hurts
And my mind's worse
And my brain hurts
And my mind's worse

I'm taking my things and I'm leaving
What the fuck have we come to
It doesn't snow no more, but it's freezing
This schedule made by who
Pain overtakes my body
I can't control myself
If anybody asks then I've got this
Please let me escape this hell

Break me apart to my very last machination, the innards of my hate
Too blind to see it, we're all in the Revelations so I'm forced into faith
Break down my craft and the innards of my creation so I'll have an escape
Smoking and popping these pills hoping for sedation but they enhance the pain
I don't enjoy a thing that I'm put against
Losing my drive quick
Going searching for pain again
As the time just ticks
I cannot seem to make amends
With this world of pricks
Burn relentlessly yet again
This world's gone to shit