My Absence

Save me
I've never been this low before
Bring me up, don't put me down
Help me find my way out
Drown me
I can't stand another day
These walls are soffocating me
Just another dose won't make me feel my pain

Again
Whispers in my head, shivers on my back
Will you ever change me?
Whispers in my head, shivers on my back
Is this reality? No!

I can't stand no more
Hurry up and save my life
Just to make me sleep tonight
I can feel time passing me by
And the clock won't let my tears get dry
Till the end of time
Till the end of my life
Why god?
Why god?
My sickness, my absence, my tears and my pain
Was it all worth it for a dose of cocaine?
Depression, obsession, addiction is all I have gained
Can't I just heal myself from this decay?
Depression, obsession, addiction is all I have gained
Can't I just heal myself from this decay?
My sickness, my absence, my tears and my pain

I'm stuck in this cycle
I can't find my way out
A conclusion
That is breaking down all my hopes

So save me
Or hate me
Ignore me
Shame on me
I can't see solutions on my way back home
People won't help someone who's this down below

I'm going under
Like quicksand

Oh mother, forgive my soul
I can breathe your sorrow in me more than I've known
Oh father, I've disappointed you so
I can feel your distress hit me, down in my bones



Credits
Writer(s): Giacomo Fedrigo, Jacopo Tovoli, Mattia Bertolini, Omar Petrucci
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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