Leech (feat. RONNIE UTAU)

Wake up, get up, something isn't right
Something lurking, feeding off my spite
Raising voices, arguments I'll never win
Why keep fighting, why not just give in?
My existence is a deadly sin

Time won't pass here, ruled by my fear
I don't know that I'm in the right
All that I know, in your shadow
Lonely in the dead of the night

Wake up, fall apart

Gentle, screaming, just make up your mind
I have nothing I can hide behind
I don't think I've ever been allowed a choice
My head swims, I only hear your voice

Contradictions, dancing on your tongue
Carnivore, I think that I should run
Tell me plainly, why is it I never win?
Am I truly made to just give in?

I can't see who I am through you
Reaching for a life that's not mine
Heavy burden, open curtain
I can see a world that's divine, but

Though it's so clear, I can't leave here
Tethered by the stake in my heart
Betray myself, back on your shelf
Show me off like I'm modern art, I

Don't want to be you
Don't want to see who
I could have been without you
Patch up my frayed seams
Lock up all my dreams
I'm scared of what it all means

Parasitic
Flush out the toxin
Epidemic
Cut out the decay

Break out, give in, hazy memory
I can't tell if maybe it's a dream
Do I hate you? I don't think I'll ever know
All this pain the record doesn't show

Can you stand me, do you love me still?
I can't decide if you ever will
Is it love to take away my energy?
Do you know what you have done to me?

All you've done is feed off of my life

Parasitic, feeding off my life