22 / trigger

(What do you want to be? You should know this already)
(You've been asked this question your whole life)
(So what the fuck do you want to be?)
(You need to wake up, right now)

I don't care anymore, maybe I'm over it
22 years, I got nothing to show for it
Wonder who'd care if I killed myself right now?
Each day gets harder, it's been that way for a while

I hope I don't wake up
I hope I don't wake up
I sing my heart out
For your entertainment
I try my best
I take little steps
I lose all my progress
And have to start over again

I know I'm tired of it all
So why do I keep on going?
Been hoping that things get better
Will it really all get better?

So why can't I pull the trigger?
Why can't I take my life?
I don't feel a goddamned thing at all
I don't even know how to cry

Don't know where I'm going
Each day a new lowest
Point, I lost focus
In a constant neurosis
I drag myself along
I drag myself along
Where did it go wrong?
Where did it go wrong?