Stage Lights (feat. Sunsxcred)

True feelings what I'm feeling, and the pain that came with it
Too broke for hope but if I was, I'd fuck around and spend it
I've been crossed again, I feel lost again
Used to have you, but now all I have is friends

She threw me like dirt, now I'm in the wind
Love's gone, it's all up in the wind now Long nights, long flights, you never back down
It's never wrong or right, just whatever's found
I just wanted to make you proud, when you hear my name off in the crowd

Wanna show you the in and outs, heavy is the head that wears the crown
The stage lights, they blind me from the weakness, I really wish you was here to see this
But your not, and I'm down, when I take my bow, it's fake smiles
And when I come off the stage, the whole crowd's in a rage

I look around, but I don't see your face
Was it worth it? I don't know at all
Knuckles on the floor, head against the fucking wall
Out the stage door, I gotta make a call

I gotta get it back, woman lovin' on the lost
Real feelings what I'm feeling, and the pain that came with it
Too broke for hope, and if I was, I'd fuck around and spend it
I've been crossed again

I feel lost again
Used to have you, but now all I have is friends
She threw me like dirt, now I'm in the wind