CAR

I'm not an ocean and you're not my menace
I am a river and done with your BS
I was your highway, you were my car
But you kept revving engines and took it too far
Overheated and smoking
Not buckled up with a counterfeit license
Skid marks in the pavement
Hit and run like you mean it
Beep beep motherfuckers
I'm not gonna drown in the flood of your fuck-ups
Your traumas making you bleed
Is not an excuse to pass them onto me
I don't wanna go down this road
Like the cars you crashed here before
Feeling like it's my fault
Backseat with the year I lost
Smiling while your head goes
Through the windshield of your truck
When I look at you I feel instant regret
So why can't I stop it
You told me I was the air you breathe
Didn't quite what you meant by it
Funny how this now makes sense to me
Explaining my invisibility
Get off on watching me
Decompose while your car's on fire
Fresh cut grass was always my comfort smell
But yours is iron
Beep beep motherfuckers
I'm not gonna pay for the damage you did
You stir the pot 'til you're bored
Watch peace dissolve then you leave
I don't wanna go down this road
Like the cars you crashed here before
Feeling like it's my fault
Backseat with the year I lost
Smiling while your head goes
Through the windshield of your truck
When I look at you I feel instant regret
So why can't I stop it
You don't have to want to watch the world burn
Just to feel like you're feeling something
Your grief does not excuse how you treat your friends
It just explains why you ghosted me and left
All I can do is watch you from afar
Shut out yourself, attach, detach, leave scars
Speed up, slow down
Like a race car
Speed up, slow down like
A race car



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