Wonder

I used to wonder when the world would end
If I would end up alone
If I would have my way
I used to wonder if my soul would shine
With all that golden light
When you would see my face

Yeah
I don't wonder no more I see reflections clear
When you dirty the water it makes it harder to steer
I thought heaven was falling but that was just my fear
I thought you were important now your not even here
I sit and sip on that liquor
I might just puff that joint
I feel like everyone guided and yet we all have a choice
I sit and look at my pictures
I wonder what was the point
If every blessings a lesson then let me learn mine
All the time
All the time
All the time
All the time

I used to wonder when the world would end
If I would end up alone
If I would have my way
I used to wonder if my soul would shine
With all that golden light
When you would see my face

I don't wonder no more if you will change your ways
I saw you in the dark i held my hand in aid
You said fuck you son
You said go away
So I left you lone I still feel that
Pain
Deep inside my heart
I hate
That you chose the dark

I used to wonder when the world would end
If I would end up alone
If I would have my way
I used to wonder if my soul would shine
With all that golden light
When you would see my face

I still wonder if life is more than a timeline
I keep on pushing forward waiting for all the sunshine
When I'm older will winter still be so cold
Everything that dies regrows

I used to wonder when the world would end
If I would end up alone
If I would have my way
I used to wonder if my soul would shine
With all that golden light
When you would see my face