My Brother

The Judas ain't never who you thought
Both sides at a losing war
You was hungry I ain't give you no Food for thought
I couldn't eat and watch you starve
If I ever said that

That's what I was taught
That's how I was brought up
And if we fought then we fought
The next day we dap it up cuz it ain't that deep
Tough love cuz this shit ain't sweet
I treat you like family if I say that

Like literally
But you can't expect nobody be nobody but themselves
Check the mental health
Big machete on the shelf
Suicidal or homicidal I couldn't tell
But I felt like

I put that on Jesus of Nazareth
Never seen me asking for chips
Just needed an ear to listen
When the walls feel like it's closing in
Chosen men
Yo It's like you Close to kin

When my brother died it's like you took his place
Left me stranded in the A
Could've broke ya face
Instead I walked away
Better peace tired of beefing if I ever called

Acting like an ally but really a spy
How silly of I
Questioning is he really that guy
How he make it thru these circumstances
These obstacles will try to hurt the chances
I still love you

Don't tell me you love me then turn round and snake me
I grew around family that low key hated me
The trauma is present
And where my heart is vacant
I ain't chasin shit

I used to wanna be you
Women and cars
Try to talk for some it's really that hard
I know the pain prevalent like we really that scarred
Tried to mend those wars
It's like against all odds

I wanna see you shine
I wanna see you get rich
Never trippin over chicks never petty w chips
Trust you w my life you trust me w yo kids my nigga

Disrespected the people that was trynna help you
The boys turn into beast if he ain't treated special
Now the heat a melt you
Hit ya spleen and temple
I thought that

Get on your knees and pray
Get on your feet and hustle
I seen you lost ya way
But never listened to a soul
That arrogance is killing you
I see the demon in your eyes yea it's still in you

Hook
There will be times we may fall out but it's still love
From a distance sometimes so we don't kill each other
Some brothers take the Darkside
Ain't no question there's a hard life