Chance

Shit, don't even add up
Don't worry about it, I got'em
In the room, full of people but still feel alone
Reaching out but you will never know
Calling out but, no one picking up the phone
Where did I go wrong? I'm just a troubled soul
I'm so stuck in self pity and self doubt, I'm stressed out
Living paycheck to paycheck, I'm feeling stretched out
Debating what I could afford when I check out
Hard to check in when your checked out
Mama told me clean it up. I feel like I'm a mess now
Ery' time I'm doing good, I find a way to let her down
Trying to find love but, can't find a way to settle down
Dealing with this pressure. Trying to find a way to level out
Even though
If I had a chance to do it over, I would probably do it all the same
(I would probably do it all the same!)
Just me here pointing my finger, looking for someone else to blame
(It's on me!)
I'm already too far gone to change
There's nothing left here for you to say (It's goin' on and on!)
I'm already too far gone to change
There's nothing left here for you to say
Feeling mentally depressed. Dealing with these memories, I'm stressed
And this Hennessy preventing me to live. Cherish the good times
I'll try to keep them close to my heart
Cause Lord knows that I'll eventually forget
And I keep reaching out for help
Said that I would change but, I'd just be playing myself
My mama always worried. I keep putting her through hell
I tell her she should chill. I ain't consider how she felt
I play the cards I'm dealt
Choices is set in stone, I'm letting the engine run
Everything will be alright, it's easier said than done
If I could go back I'd probably fuck it up even worse
Ain't no point of trying to making it work
It's kind of useless when
If I had a chance to do it over, I would probably do it all the same
(I would probably do it all the same!)
Just me here pointing my finger, looking for someone else to blame
(It's on me!)
I'm already too far gone to change
There's nothing left here for you to say
(It's goin' on and on!)
I'm already too far gone to change
There's nothing left here for you to say
If I had a chance to do it over, I would probably do it all the same
Just me here pointing my finger, looking for someone else to blame



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan M Fleming, Stephen James
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