Suffocating Me

Was composed from the ashes of the bones
Burnt blackened all alone In the travesty, deep in the madness
Where the bridges fell downwards And exploded more outwards
Nothing to do but watch her Fall down into pieces improper

Unholy, unfaithful, unhappy, so hateful You see what you did and you pay for
What you do, what you feel, how you take more I'm here to be a suture
In hopes for a better future Is there any way to save me

Suffocating me You are suffocating me
Suffocating me You are suffocating me

What did we do? Built a whole life, then we burnt it
Didn't care, lied to me, lied to you Didn't really care about my heart breaking
Cause my mistakes have left you heartless Nah girl, stop playing
Pulled this when we first got together always have been
Now we're looking back at everything that happened
Blame it on me? Go ahead, I'm a bad man

Living, packing both our mistakes in my baggage
I don't wanna hold it, but I know I have to
Trying to be a better me, better than the past you
Better than the past me, better than a half-truths

Used to think you perfect, now I can no longer back you
Letting go of my regrets, I just wanna change who I am
But I can't when you're holding me to things that I'm no longer doing
When you did them all the same, now tell me who's the victim
Tell me who's to blame

I don't care who
I'ma take the energy of life, make it mine
To be someone that I no longer despise
To be someone that you love, try to make it alright

Even if you sit there, don't care, don't try
It will not stop my momentum to be fine
Even if I'm not forgiving you this time
I will not carry it around, always in my mind

I will not be crippled by another person's crime
I will not let it get to me and put me in the black
If that's all you wanna give to me, then take your heart back
I will not be pushed into numbing to forget

I will not be the same me that I have been
I will take every scar in my heart to find bliss
The man you met some time ago will not be missed
The hold on my past, I will loosen my grip
Before I start to slip again

Here I am, once again
Living life with regret
And if I just change my ways and forget

Well then I'd be set
It's okay, I will not lose my way
Again, I will protect you with my life
Cause without you, you're suffocating me

You are suffocating me
Yeah, yeah, suffocating me
You are suffocating me

I don't wanna be the same thing, that is not me
I just wanna grow into something, I've been fighting
I don't really care about the people disappointed
When I get where I'm going, they won't have been riding

I have been excited to finish up this album
Hope you all enjoyed it, now it's all done
Finish up, sorry to the people that I've hurt
But I don't care if you all hate me cause you're no longer worth it