Set to Self-Destruct

Sometimes I wake up with one foot off the curb
Am I too old to daydream or too young to hurt?
When a quiet life is too much to desire
Must I instead put my hand into the fire?

I drew the map and you tore it up
Had to go out and find myself again
Am I simply set to self-destruct
Or is the self-doubt something I can mend?

If I'm not careful I'll die here
If I'm not careful I'll die
As I live out my worst fears
I can say that I tried

Sometimes I wake up with one hand in the earth
Have all the roots I've grown been severed or worse?
Without the instinct to give up and retreat
Must I instead simply jump in with both feet?

I struck the match and you burned it out
Had to find my own way through the night
If I'm simply set to self-destruct
I will continue falling towards the light

If I'm not careful I'll die here
If I'm not careful I'll die
As I live out my worst fears
I can say that I tried

If we're not careful we'll die here
If we're not careful we'll die
As we live out our worst fears
I can say that I