From the Heart

If I'm being honest, I don't know what I really want to do
And when they couldn't find us, I was lost I ain't have no one but you
Now you not here, do you know the pain you done put me through
I keep my head clear, I gotta make it out so this is what I do

I used to Ball, Couldn't shoot but I could get the ball and hoop
I used to post up with the soldiers, now I wonder where my troops
Remember days I couldn't write, now I'm venting to these loops
Think about it every night, can I really tell the truth
I don't really know what I'm doing
Wanted love but it's the bag I'm pursuing
So many times I said no but you still do it
You wanted me to fix it but it's too late so screw it
L o v e Do you know what that means
You think it's good but it's not what it seems
You just expect a better life but it's pain that it brings
And If you looking for a wife, better search in your dreams
Yeah, go and grab a light, it might get dark here
I be competing with myself, it ain't no man I fear
They tried to blind me with their lies but my vision clear
They really think they up next I left them in the rear
(Keep it 100 no matter what just keep it 100)
If they ask me "why you gone" Ima say that I done it
I ain't never need your love, it's just something I wanted
But I think I learned my lesson, I'm tired of the stressing
Gotta curse the Devil cause you know you not my safest blessing
Damn why he had to use you as a weapon
(Why he had to use you as a weapon)

You Let Me Go, I don't express myself that's why you didn't know
Many times I left but Zo had told me no
I had to keep count like who I do it for
Wasn't for me, it was for you
Now I'm the villain, yeah that's true
And you can say I broke your heart, but you can fix it up with glue
So many sad songs but this one is just for you
You was hoping for a song well I guess your wish came true