Vandal (feat. Megan Santana, StreetBucks & Kanaya)

Hell, I need some fixin'
Howling, shouting, squealing like a dog
I'm in pain
My violent thoughts are right here
Ten seconds like a thousand hours forming conscience
I realize how I'm leading
I feel like I've been putting machiavellinism to practice
Had I wronged y'all for this?
If I ain't try to take reigns, who's gonna make it make sense?

A master don't shine as bright as the students
I ain't tryna make y'all feel like I've made captives
Devout as I thought I am for my art
Sometimes, I found myself making plans for exits
I see things, cash it
Feel things, cash it
Preach like a fucking priest, giving baptists
Truth is my doctrine, teach, no doctorates

I might kill Bucks for the links that he got
Enon for the eagerness possessing in his body
Megan for the friends in these places and these spots
Yoel, Sam, Scruf for the voices in their throats
Jealousy in my mind, playing more meurderous rhythm
I can't lie
This envious mind of mine
Sometimes I be wishing they could die

I've said it enough, I was constipated
While I was contemplatin'
My words rapidly depleting, I cannot conquer this feeling
I am too much of a coward, I know that you've said it
Like a million or so and so, I get it
I'm a motherfuckin' rat from the gutter
And I've seen many references got me a lighter
But I feel that I need no fuckin buddy, and I need no fuckin father
Maybe that's why I'm addicted to this feeling

When I got me somebody who could listen to my story with no judgment
That shit got me feeling like I'm fever dreamin'
Swinging, singing, leaning to the walls, smoking pretty harshly
And I don't know if I have been talking to somebody
But I know for a fact that I'm overwhelmed
With this stupid relations and situations
And shit I just end up rhyming again
Nobody's calling, nobody's caring
Please somebody

Days and years my presence was for granted
Tears and fears god damn man I made it
Down in the cage and now I feel myself again
My whole life done took a spin
She took my whole world, now she on some other planets
Gave too much, secrets said I never had it
"I love you, always will" but I guess she never said it
Damn too bad I always thought we never had shit
But I'm human enough, so I give a fuck
And you're not human enough, so u don't give a fuck
And now you tell me that I'm lost, and all this shit is all my fault
God damn what the fuck you on motherfucker
I don't really wanna talk shit no more
I don't even wanna make some peace no more
But then again
I cannot pretend all my fuckin pain
In the back, done made me insane

Koentji kemenangan adalah Djawa
Karena Djawa tidak mereka tarik
Maka akhirnya mereka gagal
Djawa adalah koentji

Trust me
I don't hold grudges anymore
But I can't help myself
And my heart's still sore
I'll fucking speak my mind
I hope you don't mind

I feel like you're tryna wage war
But it's fine I declare wars
PC my ass, you can't be keepin' it PC
When you're breaching your morals
I ain't open your cases, don't make me have all my fun
Ain't over all your problems, don't move like you got a gun
We got a hundred hounds knowing what we've done
And I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one



Credits
Writer(s): Abulwafa Rangga Adzka, Muhammad Raihan Tegar Setiawan, Renata Kanaya Pradia, Taura Pasha Putra
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