Don't Let Me Go

Know I'm tired of back and forth, just wish that pain a let me through
Conversations with the pastor, kinda hard to tell the truth
I'm a different kinda bastard when them drugs start to consume
Been in that water many times and every time the sins renew

All them loses that we took, but still can't get a fucking win
Purple fucking up my kidney, I won't ever pick the gin
Momma telling me to pray but ain't no saving from these sins
I been blinded from the lord, please get the devil out my lens

And I say please don't let me go
I swear I promise I'll do it right
And I say please just heal my soul
They got a hold all on my life

Like what the I'm posed to do when all my niggas in the grave
Say I'm 'bout to lose my mind, I swear the drugs can keep me sane
Feel I take em just to take em, they don't even stop the pain
They saying fake it til you make it, I might die before the fame

Feel like it's road rage
Foenem let that door swang
Before we had a mind, hop in that field and we take yo brain
Before we had a switch, we had a drit and ain't have no aim
Shit ain't even matter cause them bullets spread like propane

Now he down right in the dirt
And now yo nigga on yo shirt
Crackas ain't gotta do shit because we kill each other first
I would've never did that shit if I knew it caused this hurt
Ain't no parent on this earth need to see they baby in a hearse

I tell them youngins stack M's, shit don't worry bout that beef
While you niggas kill eachother, I'm a vegan for that green
Murder shit and fuck hoes but that shit ain't what it seems
They go to jail and get hoe'd cause them niggas really green

Now they crying in they cell, that collect call ain't get a answer
Yo baby boy ain't got no daddy, momma struggling for pampers
Yo ole girl about to die, that stress fucking with her cancer
God had a plan for you but now that vision looking tampered

I been in them shoes before felt like my world was living hell
Felt like I'm trapped inside a box when I ain't even been to jail
I almost OD'd in my room because my life was such a fail
I seen a light before my eyes and heard a voice say I'll prevail

God got you in his favor, don't let the devil tip the scale
Ain't seen my Pops in ten years I try my best to send some mail
They told me focus on my music, swear this shit the holy grail
They couldn't understand a nigga, now they feel me like it's braille

Know I'm tired of back and forth, just wish that pain a let me through
Conversations with the pastor, kinda hard to tell the truth
I'm a different kinda bastard when them drugs start to consume
Been in that water many times and every time the sins renew

All them loses that we took, but still can't get a fucking win
Purple fucking up my kidney, I won't ever pick the gin
Momma telling me to pray but ain't no saving from these sins
I been blinded from the lord, please get the devil out my lens

And I say please don't let me go
I swear I promise I'll do it right
And I say please just heal my soul
They got a hold all on my life



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Writer(s): John Joachin
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