skii ball

Getting used to feeling numb
Taking pills like a habit when I need to stay fun
Another wasted night
If you wanna know, know, know, know
Maybe you should know, know, know, know

I don't want a single thing to do with you
It's not your fault at all
I just can't seem to get
The paranoia out my head

And I hate to say it but it's just the truth
I'm not the me you want
I just can't seem to shed
The thought that I'm irrelevant

And this feeling in my stomach
It's a product of the panic but the panic ain't done yet
Guess another pill tonight
Is the way to go, go, go, go
So maybe you should know, know, know, know

I don't want a single thing to do with you
It's not your fault at all
I just can't seem to get
The paranoia out my head

And I hate to say it but it's just the truth
I'm not the me you want
I just can't seem to shed
The thought that I'm irrelevant

Who am I?
Not good enough
Left for dead
Unaware, nothing ahead

If I try to run then I'm labeled as psycho
And if I stay then I'm stuck in this cycle
I'll be stuck in this cycle

Chaos
My only friend
Will you be there until the end?
Kneeling on the shattered glass
Watch as I sink through the floor

Don't waste away
Or just kill time
Put down the knife

If I try to change then I'm labeled as psycho
And if I stay then I'm stuck in this cycle
I'm stuck in this cycle

This key
Is fucking bent
From turning in this door
With so much force
But I can't fix this lock