Never gone

What I wouldn't give to be
This free
At ease
On a farm somewhere I'd see
The fences
The flowers and the breeze
Will you tell me all about
Your doubts
Your darkest times
And darkest hours
Got nothing new to sell
Oh well
I guess that I'll just sit with you instead

And you can lay your head against mine
I leave it here to take the weight
Of every little thing
You make exist
Shatter the sky
Cause what the fuck
Are any of us
Really doing here
Do we even exist at all?

I found some therapy
It gives me
What I want to hear
Still I keep my engines clean
Pristine
Unseen
Will you meet me on the stairs and we'll share
Our frozen ember there
Find a path to walk alone
Go home
I guess that's just the price of acetone

So you can lay your head against mine
I leave it here to take the weight
Of every little thing
You make exist
Shatter the sky
Cause what the fuck are any of us
Really doing here
Do we even exist at all?
What the fuck are any of us
Really doing here
Do you even exist at all?
Never gone
Never gone
Never gone
Never gone
Never gone
Never gone
Never gone
Never gone