Car Song

There's a leak in my car on the driver's side
So it rains on me while it keeps you dry
But I don't complain and I don't ask why
'Cause that's not how I was raised
There's a crack in the mirror so when I look up
It gets hard to tell just how far I've come
And you're not much help looking at your phone
While I drive to our destination
I never know what you want
I took a shot in the dark
But if you're done with this
Why won't you let me go
I'm holding on to no one
You gave me no good reasons
But if I'm done with this why can't I let you go
There's a hole in the spare so when I break down
The thing I need most is just not around
And that sounds like us cause I need you now
But you won't pick up my calls
Ease my mind then freak me out
Catch me talking to myself
Say I'm free but hold me down
I never know
I never know
Say you love me show me how
Make me think you're someone else
Call me crazy, talk me down
I never know
I never know
I never know what you want
I took a shot in the dark
But if you're done with this
Why won't you let me go
I'm holding on to no one
You gave me no good reasons
But if I'm done with this why can't I let you go
Just thought that you should know I
Found a car on Craigslist just the other day
As I drove to pick it up
I thought about what you might say
It's honestly a car you would've liked
But I no longer care what you think
About my car about my life
'Cause I never know I never know what you want
All of my best guesses felt like shots fired in the dark
Now you said you want me back but I don't know
I think I finally figured out how to let go