Lying

I've been lazy, callin' it patience
Really been messin' around
Try my best, wish I could fake it
Just like everybody else

Hey, girl in the mirror, tell me somethin'
Show me the things your heart's been guardin'
Beat myself up when no one's watchin'
Put on a front and keep on walkin'

And I been lyin'
Not just to myself, oh yeah
And I been cryin'
Wonder if you can tell, oh
Been gettin' in my way
You try to keep me safe
You love me, no worries
I say that I'm okay
But I been lyin'
Not just to myself

I keep talkin', but I do nothin'
I'm not too good on my own
Makin' excuses, feelin' so useless
Got no life left in my bones

Hey, girl in the mirror, tell me somethin' (somethin')
Show me the things my heart's been guardin'
Beat myself up when no one's watchin'
Put on a front and keep on walkin'

And I been lyin'
Not just to myself (lyin', ooh)
And I been cryin'
Wonder if you can tell (you can tell, ooh)
Been getting in my way (way)
You try to keep me safe (safe)
You love me, no worries
I say that I'm okay
But I been lyin'
Not just to myself (myself, I been lyin')

I been lyin'
I'm lyin', oh
I (I been lyin') been lyin' (I been lyin')
I been lyin', I been lyin'

And I been lyin'
Not just to myself (I been lyin')
And I (I been lyin')
Been cryin' (I been lyin')
And I wonder if (oh) you can tell
Oh