Diary

Oh I love when it's raining
Wash these tears
Down my face
It's three in the morning
My lover is snoring
But I'm wide awake
These drugs ain't stalling
They acknowledge your pain
That floats around in my brain
(Who else loves it)
And yes I'm complaining
Yeah I'm still here
But no it ain't the same

It hurts so much
I barely feel like I'm loved
I get message after message of support but it's tough
'Cause you're just not my mom
And I just want one hug
Just to tell me she's proud and I'm her favorite son

So baby please don't go
No baby don't leave me
I've struggled here so long
You fought so hard
Don't think I can keep hope up
I'm losing my grip
Don't stay holding on too long
Go tide your ship
It might save your life
For another day
It could be one night
Every other day
So pour a drink
And drink it back
Smoke your lungs out
Betray your liver

I've had to fight
For too long
And I don't know if I'm that strong
Even though they say (who else loves it)
They say it everyday (who else loves it)

Oh I love when it's raining
Wash these tears
Down my face (who else loves it)
It's three in the morning
My lover is snoring
But I'm wide awake (who else loves it)
These drugs ain't stalling
The knowledge of pain
That floats around in my brain (who else loves it)
Yes I'm complaining
Yeah I'm still here
But no it ain't the same
(I love you mom, forever and always, little big man boy)



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