I'm Tired I

Newark, by JG
What is Newark?
Newark, is like a big ass wall
A city, made out of bricks
And every time you try to destroy it
It rebuilds

What are drugs?
Drugs are something you use
As an excuse, to cope with the pain
It leaves you standing on the sidewalk talking to yourself
You start twitching, itching
And once you tell yourself I ain't doing drugs anymore
You start begging for money, and
Those pennies that you saved,
Were supposed to be for food,
but instead, you use it to buy dope

What's desperation?
Desperation makes you join an affiliation
Desperation makes you jealous,
It turns you into a monster
Desperation is evil, it kills
Desperation is how you feel,
When you can't pay your bills

Life causes desperation
But money, is your life's damnation
So lemme tell you somethin'

I'm Tired of bein' friends with liars
I'm Tired of making mistakes that are dire
I'm Tired of living in a society, that gives me anxiety
I'm Tired of my gastritis, and my Esophagitis
I'm Tired of going to college to gain knowledge
I'm Tired of paying for college
To just get a piece of paper, to do labor
I'm Tired of trying to get that piece of paper
To just need work experience
I'm Tired of being unemployed
I'm Tired of bosses getting annoyed
And jealous of what I do
I'm Tired of having a shitty ass Jeep
I'm Tired of being worried about getting to a car crash
And being put to sleep
I'm Tired of people talking shit behind my back
And not saying it to my face
I'm Tired of paying bills
I'm Tired of taking Advils, to get some rest
I'm Tired of being sent home for having a beard
Because it's weird
I'm Tired of people thinking they're better than me
Because they own a McDonald's
I'm Tired of being poor, and feeling so sore
I'm Tired of working shitty ass jobs for this mob
I'm Tired of not having money

But if I had a lot of money
I would give it out to those who I care about
If I could start all over
I would stop myself from ruining my life
If I could make the money back that I wasted
I would probably just waste it again because I'm stupid
If I could go back to high school
I would make sure that I got straight A's,
And be a totally different person

So let's continue
I'm Tired of being a nice person
And people think I'm soft
I'm Tired of people taking advantage of me
Cause my heart's glossed
I'm Tired of doing DoorDash
I'm Tired of driving to Alaska for just ten dollars
I'm Tired of people giving me shitty ass directions
And then getting mad, when they don't make corrections
I'm Tired of customers getting mad
When their burger is missing a pickle
I'm Tired of two-faced motherfuckers
They're nice to you when they see you,
And once you turn around,
You hear a miscue of words
I'm Tired of feeling weak
And feeling like I need to shriek
I'm Tired of people being fake
And throwing me into a lake
I'm Tired of seeing my money go down
And having a frown
I'm Tired of people not wanting to fight you,
And instead, wanting to kill you
I'm Tired of overthinking
Overthinking whether or not I want to get out of bed
I'm Tired of people judging me for smoking weed
But it's cool for them to drink their life away
I'm Tired of being told what to do and how to chew
I'm Tired of people saying that they'll whop my ass,
But they shatter like glass
I'm Tired of livin' in the ghetto
I'm Tired of being the only college student in my area

But if I knew how to fight
I would still try to resolve things peacefully
If I never took Exaterins
I wouldn't be writing this song
If I was never shy
I would've had a lot of bitches back then
Even though I was fat
But if I had a million dollars
The government would just kill me
Because I would do too much good with it

So Imma end this shit off by saying this
And this time, it's going to be different
So I know that I'm a new rapper
And, I just started doing this
So, this isn't my career just yet
But I'm already starting to get hate
And yeah I know
I should already expect that
But Imma keep saying this
Over, and over, and over again
I don't care if I gotta say this
For every song that I do
If you don't like my shit
Then you don't have to listen to it
Because I'm not Tupac
I'm not Notorious B.I.G
I'm not Tyler, The Creator
I'm JG
And Imma write whatever the fuck
I want to write
I don't care if it's sad shit
I don't care if it's funny shit
Imma write whatever I wanna write
And if you don't like it
Well guess what?
You could suck my dick
You could suck my balls
I don't give a rat's ass
So you can call me a bitch
You can call me whatever the hell you want
Cause guess what? All that hate
All you're doing, is just fueling me
And Imma keep on writing
Imma keep on writing stuff
Imma keep on, publishing songs
And Imma keep doing my thing
And the day that I become famous
And all of a sudden, those haters
Are my best friends, and shit
Well guess what? You could still
Suck
My
Dick
Thank you for listening