They Always Come Back

Yeah, yeah

Sometimes shit gotta hurt before it gets worse, then it gets worse
Then that shit hurt, damn that shit burn, damn it gets worse
When will I learn that we all get hurt, that my heart might burst
Why don't I come first in this game we play, man it all gets worse

I had to go back to the part where you left me in the dark and I couldn't see shit
We all play games and we all break hearts at the end of the day it just is what it is
I had to grow up, make a little more than I do right now cause I wanna get rich
I had to move up from a small pond to a big lake cause I'm tired of looking at fish

I need a shark I can bite
I'm tired of thinking, "did I do it right?"
Listen, I'm only asking for a night
I've been tryna shake up your world and come into your life
You know that they say out of mind out of sight?
It's like every night my mind puts up a fight
They tryna walk forward and move towards the light
I'm tryna be up on a whole other height

You ain't get that satisfaction
Him over me, that's the saddest damn fraction
Time to get back to work, let's cause some action
It's about time that I change my direction
It's a long road, I don't know where we're headed
I don't know what I said but I'm happy I said it,
Cause if it comes from me then you know that I meant it
If it comes from you it's a little fermented,
Cause I know that you lie and you cheat and you steal
Had to let God take the wheel, and he's just been testing my will
She said take my hand, I will
I've been so numb I can't feel
We fucking or not? What's the deal
Maybe one day we will, but for now I've been giving up hope
I was tired of the lump in my throat
I won't eat so I don't have to choke
We can tie the knot, give me a rope
But you can't fall in love, was I not enough?
Will I ever go back to the person that I was, I don't know
Fighting recollections of you inside of my brain
All I do is sit inside my room, I'll never change
You only get this moment it could never be the same
What am I to you? I'm just tryna find my range

Sometimes shit gotta hurt before it gets worse, then it gets worse
Then that shit hurt, damn that shit burn, damn it gets worse
When will I learn that we all get hurt, that my heart might burst
Why don't I come first in this game we play, man it all gets worse

I had to go back to the part where you left me in the dark and I couldn't see shit
We all play games and we all break hearts at the end of the day it just is what it is
I had to grow up, make a little more than I do right now cause I wanna get rich
I had to move up from a small pond to a big lake cause I'm tired of looking at fish

I had to, I had to, move on
I'm just tryna figure out where it went wrong
I know I won't live the same for too long
I've been drinking, numb the pain til its all gone
And it's so unfair, I ain't do wrong
Sayonara, farewell, it's been so long