Names in the Sand

Yeah
So I'm free and you're not
A shot
But we all know that I'm delusional

So I'm free and you're not
Must be my loss
See I thought
That we could give this a shot
But I know that you're happier with him
So I'm free and you're not
Must be my loss
See I thought
That we could give this a shot
But we all know that I'm just delusional

I think it's finally time that I wash my hands
Remove the names and the lines we drew in the sand
It doesn't matter the terrain on which I stand
Well shit I'll fall for you like any day
OK that notification popped up
And I swear all the feelings that I had locked up
For three years
Yeah they washed up
Off of the pill I couldn't talk much back then
So I sing my songs
I'm sad that you won't be along
To see me blow up like this
But just know I love you and you my bitch
But that's just delusions speaking again
I refuse to change it my bad
Yeah my bad
But fuck it that's how it goes

Cuz I'm free and you're not
Must be my loss
See I thought
That we could give this a shot
But I know that you're happier with him
So I'm free and you're not
Must be my loss
See I thought
That we could give this a shot
But we all know that I'm just delusional

I think I get it now
Yeah there's some shit I went and figured out
It took three years and a different route
But look at me I'm finally fucking getting out
Okay here's how this shit goes
I've been with 37 different hoes
Just to see why love was so difficult
And now I finally get it
Cuz I didn't really love them
I was still in love with you
Didn't know that that was like the truth
Until that follow notification like came through
Like goddamn
Why can't I move on
And be happy with this music shit
I still just want you in my whip
I still just see that smile and it kills me
I hope that this shit fulfills me

Cause I'm free and you're not
Must be my loss
See I thought
That we could give this a shot
But I know that you're happier with him
Now you're free and I'm not
Must be your loss
And you thought
That we could give this a shot
But back then I was just delusional

Woah
No no no
Like how will this go
Open up for sure
Where am I gon' go
I'm lost I'm in the cold
You are still alone
I'm just a number away
Go and call my phone