Hypocrite's Ramblings

There are three guys in my brain right now and they're all fighting
They'll take my attention away from me, or die trying
Say things I gotta take back, then I look like I'm lying
But, it's either that or taking these falsehoods and complying
And I tell my friends it's okay, I don't give a fuck
So, why does any bit of criticism make me tear up
I've taken on too much in life and overflown my cup
"Older and wiser" but I'm floundering through constant screw ups

'Cause I'm a hypocrite, I don't know when to quit
Face the world head on, but it leaves me unfit
To take care of myself, and then I start to split
It's hard to move forward when you're taking on so much shit
I'm a hypocrite, I don't know when to quit
Face the world head on, but it leaves me unfit
To take care of myself, and then I start to split
It's hard to move forward when you're taking on so much shit

Does it fucking matter if you meant it or not?
When you gut me, then leave my corpse out to rot
You try to deny it but I've got you caught
You try to explain as my heart breaks apart
And I feel nothing, again, as I usually do, you know?
You claimed you loved me for me, well that was just for show
Tried to turn me to her, she never existed, though
Fuelled an agenda of your own, through my harm it begun to grow
(I'm a hypocrite, I don't know when to quit)
(I'm a hypocrite, I don't know when to quit)

But here I am, whining about the past
When I just wanna move forward
I'm aware of my faults and I'm working on them
Should I treat this as a foreword?
It's not easy to try and change
It's super easy to stay the same
But if we all stagnated and turned it all away
Wouldn't that make life real awkward?

'Cause I'm a hypocrite, I don't know when to quit
Face the world head on, but it leaves me unfit
To take care of myself, and then I start to split
It's hard to move forward when you're taking on so much shit
I'm a hypocrite, I don't know when to quit
Face the world head on, but it leaves me unfit
To take care of myself, and then I start to split
It's hard to move forward when you're taking on so much shit



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Writer(s): Samuil Keyes
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