It's Not Fair

I wonder what I'd say if I saw you
Would I even let you look into my eyes

Sometimes I wish that I could call you
But I'd rather end up paralyzed

Than to reach out
Knowing you don't care
Somebody said you miss me
But that ain't even fair
It's not fair

Cause hearing that broke me it made me angry
How can you say you miss me when you hate me
Don't even lie and say you don't,
you only say things to hear yourself talk
How could a mother blame a daughter
How could you leave me knowing I was dying
How could you
It ain't fair
How could you?

I know you watch me on the internet
But you blocked me just have control

I remember the last text I sent
You never responded

You couldn't reach out
And tell me that you care
Lost my dad to all the drugs
And you just disappeared
No it's not fair
It's not fair

Cause hearing that broke me it made me angry
How can you say you miss me when you hate me
Don't even lie and say you don't,
You only say things to hear yourself talk
How could a mother blame a daughter
How could you leave me knowing I was dying
How could you
It ain't fair
How could you?

I've got this anger
It won't ever go away
Nothing is sacred
I will never be the same