false self

Oh, okay

Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I've decided
That I don't wanna justify it
Move in silence like an island
That nobody wants to reside in (ah)
Just keep it quiet
'Cause I don't wanna feel defiled
Bruised ego like I'm a child
In your shoes, won't last a mile

Or a few steps
A perfect test
Just a few steps
I'll fall out the nest
I'm not gonna fight it
Not gonna deny it

Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I, I wanna crash, feel so attacked
On a mad dash in my own brain
I'm so attached, I'm so detached
Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same
Am I insane? Uh
Feel the answer change each day, oh-oh, oh

Feel the answer change
I don't wanna change, but I need to change
Feel the answer change
I don't wanna change, but I need to change
How do I need to change?
Ask myself the same everyday, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

Ah
Ah (ah-ah)
Ah

I was tryna fight it (ah)
The truth came back to bite me, uh
But I wanna feel it, wanna see it
Even though it eats me whole
I can't escape the pull
Can't escape the pull (oh, ah)

I can't tell that lie, not one more time
Think you know me
But you can't see behind my eyes
My false self must die, it's no surprise
I wanna know me but I can't hear my thoughts

I wanna crash, feel so attacked
On a mad dash in my own brain
I'm so attached, I'm so detached
Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same
Am I insane? Uh
Feel the answer change each day, oh-oh, oh

Feel the answer change
I don't wanna change, but I need to change
Feel the answer change
I don't wanna change, but I need to change
How do I need to change?
Ask myself the same everyday, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

Ah
Ah (ah-ah)
Ah
Ah, ah (oh, eh)
Ah
Ah (yeah, oh)
Ah (yeah, yeah)
Ah, ah, oh