A Study in Balance

I fell off my bike in the middle of the night
Coming down a hill still a little bit high
From a party I didn't even really wanna go to
Me, myself, and I, and the tears in my eyes
We watched as we saw the sun rise
It was brighter than we wanted it to be

I still think about the night you said you loved me
I felt so happy I could die

Oh, you want it till you have it
Then you fight it when it happens
And you've always known the question
But you're too afraid to ask it
It's beautiful and tragic
It's heartbreaking and romantic
It's a patient painful practice
It's all a study in balance

I looked at my horoscope, full of hope, as a joke
And it told me I was gonna fall right off of the tightrope
I've been walking a fine line, haven't I?
Trust me, I know you chose someone else to hold
But I'm calling to see if you could give me back my telescope
So I could not feel so alone

I still think about the way you said you loved me
I felt so happy I could die

Oh, you want it till you have it
Then you fight it when it happens
And you've always known the question
But you're too afraid to ask it
It's beautiful and tragic
It's heartbreaking and romantic
It's a patient painful practice
It's all a study in balance

I don't want to let anybody down
I just want to love somebody else
I don't wanna not be not myself
And be happy now
I don't want to let anybody down
I just want to love somebody else
I don't wanna not be not myself
And be happy now

Oh, you want it till you have it
Then you fight it when it happens
And you've always known the question
But you're too afraid to ask it
It's beautiful and tragic
It's heartbreaking and romantic
It's moving forwards and backwards
It's a patient painful practice

Oh, you want it till you have it
Then you fight it when it happens
And you've always known the question
But you're too afraid to ask it
It's beautiful and tragic
It's heartbreaking and romantic
Moving forwards backwards
It's all a study in balance

Study in balance
Study in balance
Study in balance