FORGIVE YOU

Whenever you see me in my emotional bag
And it and and you might be like Quill bout to cry
Yes I'm bout to cry
All this bullsh- I been through
Yessss
I be about to cry
Like yessss
Imagine if you was me
And you've been through all the sh- I been through

I'm practicing forgiveness
Although it seems impossible cause I be in my feelings
Got so sick in the head I think I need some mental healing
So sick of being victim think I'm becoming the villain cause
I had a dream bout killing you without a care bout prison
A smile in my face while you had barrel in your vision
I woke up to reality, but still ain't feel no different
I thought to call but I knew you still would never listen cause
Last conversation that we had
I told you I was still affected by
All of the pain that you caused in the past
I thought I got through all the trauma
Was moving like Hondas then skid then I crashed
Were you ever sorry I asked
Received no apologies are no my bads
And then you act like it all never happened
That's when I realized that I'd never have it my way
That's when I started looking at your sideways
Hurt feelings but I'm a grown man now
So I can't carry this to my grave
If I change up then I let you win
Can't let you control me I would lose it
I would lose it I would lose it
You had power over me and you abused it

So I got to take my power back
Power back power back
So I got to take my power back
Power back power back
So I got to take my power back
Power back power back
So I got to take my power back
Power back power back
Because

I forgive you
I forgive you for me
I cannot hold a grudge
I need my inner peace
So I forgive you
I forgive you for me
I cannot hold a grudge
I need my inner peace

I know if I make you the enemy
(what's gon happen)
That'd be the end of me
Can't reason with one with no empathy
Between us I almost saw symmetry
Could've became everything that you lived to be
Cause revenge is sweet but it's bitter sweet
How can I not try to forgive you
When I pray that God is forgiving me
And I loved you so much that it's killing me
To know someone I love is no friend of me
Cause a friend would never do all this to me
But I took the highroad with a different speed
Why I always gotta be the bigger person
Even if the person age bigger than me
Rhetorical question
It's cause I got the bigger heart and I'm mentally better
Emotionally clever
Don't have regrets because I won't do
Anything that would make me regretful
Treat you and everyone on the same level
Inspired by Isa don't be with the devil
I hope that you heal from the people that hurt you
This not a song, this not a verse two
This is a virtue
Hope you have patience with problems you work through
Cause I know that I'ma heal my way
I remember I was looking at you sideways

Hurt feelings but I'm a grown man now
So I can't carry this to my grave
If I change up then I let you win
Can't let you control me I would lose it
I would lose it I would lose it
You had power over me and you abused it

But now I'ma take my power back
Power back power back
Oh yeah i'ma take my power back
Power back power back
Oh yeah I'ma take my power back
Power back power back
Oh yeah I'ma take my power back
Power back power back
Because

I forgive you
I forgive you for me
I cannot hold a grudge
I need my inner peace
So I forgive you
I forgive you for me
I cannot hold a grudge
I need my inner peace