solitude

While she pumps gas at the gas station)
Him: Alright
Her: I'm on a solo mission
Him: Oh no
Her: Big solo
Him: Oh no, don't be a big solo
Her: Being Solo is Dope
Him: Oh No

I cut the beats on,
Knowin i can't help but vibe.
I see my guy on the corner
Knowin i can help with 5.
I put it in his hand
Shake the other
Then I shake.
I grab a coffee
From the local stand
Put the sugar flakes
On the latte foam
Watch it settle in
(settle in)
These days its dangerous
And staying home is the medicine.
But its the same thing
Thats driving me crazy,
And whoaaa thats a place that i've never been
SIKE.
There's a million times I put up a fight
To the solution,
That resistance aint light
(it aint light)
I took an oath to get my bolts on tight
(they on tight)
To grab a broom in this bitch and clean my life up right?
And I did that,
Ever since, been swimming in this bitch like its a big bath.
Think I need a swim cap.
Winning in this bitch i need chinstrap-
For the helmet that i'm wearing when we sky dive into this big bag.
Yeah you're in for a ride, if you stop blocking your path,
Saying you're not the one when you know that its cap.
Still sayin i'm not the one when i'm ahead of the 2
Even when Method Man calls and he says i'm the truth.
Cuz we all wanna be loved but its a bottomless pit
If we don't love ourselves first then
The psychology is -
That's it's never enough
Cuz we're craving a love
They could never give us
I'll pull my journal out quick
And scribble this
Its just another day in this room here
Me, myself and the truth, (solitude)
I wouldn't change it if i went to the future
I gotta see it so i know how to move
Its just another day in this room here
Me, myself and the truth, (solitude)
I wouldn't change it if i went to the future
I gotta see it so i know how to move
And nothing changes if nothing changes
And I need some fuckin changing
Some rearranging
The energy in my space
The furniture in my mind right.
Shoulda done it long ago but
2020s hindsight
You can clean the slate if you mess that bitch up
We all were born naked til you dress that bitch up
If you catch the switch up,
Then go ahead and rock with it
Think im smooth half time-
Im really on some awkward shit.
But the name heating up
Boy it's hot lava
Visuvious with the funds
Til i'm all caught up
On the bills and the deals
Theres no shock callers
It's a walk in the park
We out the hot water.
I'm out the mud
I'm on a ATV
I'm on uncharted lands
I know that *baby me*
Is damn proud of the glow
Like Edison's mans
The way I turned on the light
No half stepping the plans
Kept a smile on my face
To make a skeptic say damn!
I didn't think she'd do all that
You never have to ask where the
Uhaul at
Cuz i'll always keep it moving
Passed where you stalled at
Yeah i'm working til the back yard goat boats in it
DMS like damn farm all these goats in it
This is healing in real time oh i'm so widdit
Find the fulcrum to ya force baby like you know physics
Go get it
Its just another day in this room here
Me, myself and the truth, (solitude)
I wouldn't change it if i went to the future
I gotta see it so i know how to move
Its just another day in this room here
Me, myself and the truth, (solitude)
I wouldn't change it if i went to the future
I gotta see it so i know how to move

And even if hurts oh yeah
Just keep ya hands in the dirt yeah yeah
And even if it hurts so bad
Just stay down for the work yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah