Proud Pain

I put a smile on my face but really I just wanna punch suttin
Aint no point in looking back so now I'm done fronting
I say a fraction of my thoughts and now they come hunting
Tryna dumb what I'm feeling down but I got one button
That you don't really wanna push got the milli in for the crooks
Going silly when Adreneline is feeling like it's kush
Getting high as the ceiling off the feeling of a mush
Muthafuckas wanna kill me cuz their ceiling is my foot
Facing defeat when I'm lacing the beat
Revenge is best served cold and it's tasting so sweet
But I make it a feat to see my face in the street
Cuz ain't no faking scars remain I aint escaping the beast
You gotta live it if you want the stripes
It's hard to get it if you all for hype
I'd rather spit it and just harm the mic
Cuz I be wit it prolly get a murder charge tonight
And that's exactly what you want huh
Trade the bars up in the verse for them bars huh?
Demons whispering they telling me that God's done
With me never I'm a work in progress living hard luck
Yea I can feel the spirit now baby
I spit it loud cuz I know they hear it now baby
This is for the times I was really down crazy
Wild living foul but the trials made me proud baby!
White tee with a beating sleeve
Throw the hoodie on when I see the thieves
He be going in he don't even need a reas
Tree of life it's getting cold homie you can be the leaves
Yea I'm going in for all them (Autumn)
The voicemail right before them niggas caught em
Waking up sweating wishing you can call them
I'll bare the cross happily until it's all done



Credits
Writer(s): Alejandro Torres, Austin Thompson
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