Big Knife Talk

Have you ever been on the road
Trying to figure out where you're trying to go
Life in effect like a domino
Trying to achieve the impossible
What I gotta see isn't what I wanna see
And that's when you see a different side of me

My eyes don't see any honesty
And I'm so sick of apologies
If they never lied, I would've probably died
Cause if they never lied, there would've been a side
And if I never tried, I would've never cried
But if I never cried, I would've never tried, yeah

And that's what it comes to when you're in enrollment
Frozen in time but I'm melting the moment
Seizing the day but I'm losing enjoyment, yeah
And life is amazing, I'm blessed
But life is amazing, I'm stressed
I cling on too many regrets
Dreaming the day but I'm lying awake
Holding together not trying to break
Pushing the limit cause time doesn't wait
Killing myself cause I'll die to be great, yeah

And I cannot fall in depression
I'ma try to deal with the pressure
I'ma try to see through the lesson
God, I'm so thankful you made me a soldier
Make sure I got all my family on my shoulders
Won't be a problem, I'll walk in the storm
No weapons shall prosper and none can be formed

There's times where I'm crying at night
Ignoring the demons that's lying in sight
Obscuring my vision I'm trying to fight
So many wrongs that I'm dying to right
I'm close to the devil but talking to God
What you see as a fraud is a man trying harder

Living like this would've never imagined
Watch what they say so I always examine
Time is flying, I'm watching the children
Trees are growing while I'm reminiscing
Thinking of all of the people I'm missing
Thinking about how we could've been different, starting to bos-