I Promise I'm Trying

I'm not really sure if my words make sense to you
But I can't really find
Any other way to form these feelings into cubes
And sort them in my mind
The negative thoughts go on the left
And the happy things on the right
And there's a little corner saved just for you
Please let me know if you change your mind
Because inside I'm falling
And I need you to pull me out of this decline
I realize how hard on you this must seem
But trust me when I say
It's far far worse for me
Please, Please be here for me dear
Because I've never needed a friend more
And I cant stress enough how much it means to me that you're trying
And I don't mind if you could hold me like we used to
Because I've never hated myself more
But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying
Give me a moment to get my cards in line
Because I'm still trying to figure out
In what kind of order should I set them out
If there was a way to explain everything without a word
I'd have a full house by now without a doubt
I'm trying to tear the wool from your eyes
But a part of me wants to let you be
Because then you wouldn't see what I've become
I'm trying to shout but no sound comes out
It's like we're in a dream state
But I should have woken up, woken up by now
Please, Please be here for me dear
Because I've never needed a friend more
And I cant stress how much it means to me that you're trying
And I don't mind if you could hold me like we used to
Because I've never hated myself more
But this is just a bump in the road and I promise I'm trying



Credits
Writer(s): Robin Skinner
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