Lights Gone

(Muvibee made this one)
Uh It was a downpour
Message on my phone I gotta ignore
It ain't from my love it was advertisement promo
I'm walking on street, pretended this is apocalypse yea
Uh saw my mama posted a picture with her boyfriend
I'm happy for her but I felt weird and complicated
She never opened up this shit with me
That's what happened
She blamed me sounded like my dad it was 2014 April
Look don't get me wrong I'm still fucking love them
I'm not gonna make it without my father and my mother
Sometimes I wonder why can't they just get back together
For me and brother or whatever fucking reason
Now I understood how y'all feels as parent
Now I understood how hard to make decision
Know exactly how to feels to being alone
I don't want my parents experience this shit, I don't
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m
Uh
I took seven difference pills in my bathroom
So I can sleep with my eyes close yea
But I feel dead in the next day
Worst part is I quite like that
Every time I light up a cigarette
I saw my dead uncle face in the air
Thought the worst was I jailed in SG
But is alone in CBD
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m
Still sad when I'm looking back
Heart stopped for a minute
All these trauma bullshit in the past
Comes back at 3a.m
(Uh uh yea)
(Comes back at 3a.m)
(Uh so much pain)
(So much pain)
(Tell me how can I forget uh)
(Yea yea)
(Pain will never go)
(Pain will never go)
(Pain will never go uh yea)
(So much pain tell me how the fuck I can forget uh)



Credits
Writer(s): Ka Wee Teong
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