Crazy

Am I insane to try to fit in this game?
And make a mark so the world'll always remember my name
Do I have what it takes to be raised forever in fame?
Or has this all just been a dream that I will never attain?
Lately my head is inflamed
Can not think
I'm drained
A dry sink
Look up and speak to the friend who remains
The sky's pink
Asking God to give me strength to keep walking when I'm weary
Then I get hit with a blessing and I know he hears me clearly
Alhamdulillah
Grateful for everything I've been given
Ironic
Instrumentals I kill em to make a living
Iconic
I know that I can be and I can see it coming like a prophecy
But maybe it's still gonna take a minute
I have never been
One to follow suit do what I got to do
To prove myself
Time after time, this is not a fluke
I wanna be a sign and proof
If you just believe that you can then you can
I got something to achieve and

I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones
I know I'm not crazy
It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate
I know I'm gone make it
Cause I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones
I know I'm not crazy
It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate
I know I'm gone make it

I know I'm gifted I'm different got something special to give
Don't wanna hold any resentment nearing death in my bed
I pray to be on my last breath with a smile on my face
Cause I attempted this forever and eventually did
I mean, look how far I came from my first appearance
That's dedication motivation man that's perseverance
From freestyles to high school on the way in the morning
To Sway In The Morning
I wanna burst in tears look in the mirror and tell myself "I'm so proud of you"
But I'm not even close to satisfied
Tyson Fury knocked down twice this ain't your average fight
Stand back up, give it everything I have inside
And roll with it, pass the dice
Cold as a pack of ice
Tell me who is half as nice
Growing up I lacked advice
Listened to my own intuition and made a sacrifice
Either follow suit and be another pawn
Or follow my heart and be remembered forever when I'm gone cause

I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones
I know I'm not crazy
It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate
I know I'm gone make it
Cause I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones
I know I'm not crazy
It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate
I know I'm gone make it

And I know I got a lot to do
Now I gotta prove
I am not a fool
Gotta move
Not about to lose
Not an option to
Got a bruised heart
Many times I felt insane inside
Lost so many loved ones and promised to keep their name alive
So this for Alex and Skyler this is for Zach
For my Khalto it kills me to know you're never coming back
Long live my cousin Omar long live my cousin Moe
I know you're sending me your energy I feel it in my soul
I swear to God that I won't let you down
Man I been lonely I don't got a lot of friends around
This music always been there for me through the thick and thin
So I can never put this pen or put this pencil down
And thank you Steph you always held me down
I got a keeper I know
And to my siblings and my parents see you when I get home
I pray I put a smile on your mouths
And you can brag about the way I made the family proud
I gotta do this now

I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones
I know I'm not crazy
It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate
I know I'm gone make it
Cause I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones
I know I'm not crazy
It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate
I know I'm gone make it