Above the Clouds

I know sometimes I make it harder to love me (Don't move along)
Deep down there's somewhere bright and sunny (I've only darkened)
From those who brought me sorrow
But I promise I'll change that by tomorrow
Harder to love me (Don't move along)
Deep down there's somewhere bright and sunny (I've only darkened)
From those who brought me sorrow
But I promise I'll change that by tomorrow

There's no calming down me at this point, trust me I've tried
I gathered everyone here so y'all can witness my demise
We filled up every seat in the house all to my surprise
I would love for y'all to stay so I shut off the exit signs
Look I'm not crazy
I just been missing y'all lately
From spending weekends at Brady's to everyone having babies
I know it's God's formula but I don't think that I'm ready
I've barely been stable but I still move slow and steady
You live off of what you remember from me and I don't blame you
I took the time to approach life in a whole different angle
I was the talk of the town like a myth in a fable
Then I went M.I.A after feeling mislabeled
Within myself, I couldn't tell someone else my cry for help
And upon from what I've dealt
Crack a bottle to crack my shell
They never asked Miguel
What the hell that he felt
Then he answered the question himself

I know sometimes I make it harder to love me (Don't move along)
Deep down there's somewhere bright and sunny (I've only darkened)
From those who brought me sorrow
But I promise I'll change that by tomorrow
Harder to love me (Don't move along)
Deep down there's somewhere bright and sunny (I've only darkened)
From those who brought me sorrow
But I promise I'll change that by tomorrow

They rolled the credits on me just like the show was over
The curtains closed before I got the exposure
Prior to the conversation we were just having
Walked away with a straight face after I witnessed them laughing
If things were how we grew up
Like skip school, roll up, and hit up Chattanooga
I wish we would've done it sooner
Three lines on the side of my face
Girls wondered who I was like a game of charades
But behind my endeared smile was a kid who endured pain
I've been telling myself that I'm ok
I would take a swig of the whiskey that I hid underneath my bed
No one ever met my friends because they were all in my head
Why would I expose myself all for them not to understand but I'm not mad
That was a factor I would just have to accept
Even if there's no solution, I'm glad I got the chance to vent
I've flown higher than where the highest cloud resides
Only to see so much distance between you and I

I know sometimes I make it harder to love me (Don't move along)
Deep down there's somewhere bright and sunny (I've only darkened)
From those who brought me sorrow
But I promise I'll change that by tomorrow
Harder to love me (Don't move along)
Deep down there's somewhere bright and sunny (I've only darkened)
From those who brought me sorrow
But I promise I'll change that by tomorrow