Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)

What if the wind caught up with me started to change when I did
Would I blow out like a light or, like a kite, fly away?
What if the fear of darkness gave way to the fear of color?
Would you live in black and white or rest your eyes through the day?

And if dreams can come true
What does that say about nightmares?
I'll stay awake tonight

Cry my name, remind my brain of my identity
I'm not gonna listen, I'm not my volition, I'm
Shanananananana, free will!
Am I to blame for riding this train, right by my destiny?
Ah, prove I can crack, ah, loose from the track, ah
Shanananananana, free will!

Rolling my third eye into the back
Of my head and squinting through the black
Saw no center, saw not where it lead
It's times like this that make me wish that
I wished that I were dead, I don't wish I were dead
But somebody's got to go!

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine
I wanna go anonymous to identify
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine

Divide by one and find I'm one less than the one I was
So, how many people am I? Now that I keep 'em in my
Shananananana, memory, still I
Check in the mirror to see how I look
I look different in different ways
Ah, you do the math, ah, who's looking back, ah
Shanananananana, that's not me!

Carving my initials in the back
Of my hand in case of losing track
I forgot, remember to forget
It's times like this that make me wish that
I wished that I could live, I don't wish I could live, but
Somebody's got to stay

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know that the body's mine
I wanna go anonymous to identify
But they'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know, they'll all know
They'll all know, all know it's mine

And if dreams can come true
What does that say about nightmares?
I'll stay awake tonight

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide (kill me)
But they'll all know (kill me), they'll all know (kill me)
They'll all know that the body's mine (kill me)
I wanna go anonymous to identify (kill me)
But they'll all know (kill me), they'll all know (kill me)
They'll all know (kill me), they'll all know (kill me)
They'll all know that the body's mine