Backwards (Demo)

If you kill yourself leave me a note
Things have brought you down
Everything is dead and I am gone
So what's it to you now

We spend all our time
Moving things around
Pavement dreams will never end
We'll never settle down

I do it to myself
I don't wanna pass these things
I don't wanna pass these things when I drive

Give yourself away
I didn't know I had to
Slip inside the noose
I probably would be glad to

I wish you coulda seen when I was moving backwards

Spend some time alone
It's the same thing as my head
Everything that's going on
Is adjacent to the end

I could grow a rose
And turn it to a wildfire
The roots they never show
Conflicted by the desire

And I always hoped
That I could show you everything
I guess we'll never know
Just what tomorrow brings

And these things never change
I've heard it for the last time

Spend the time I have
To waste the time that I don't
I waste all of my gas
To search for things that I know

And all in all I wish I changed
But all is well at least you'd think
At least you're here at least you came
At least you were the one I had to laugh to

And I shoulda drift away
When I had to chance to