bleak

It's been one of those weeks again
I've been chewing the inside of my cheek again
And please pretend that last night I didn't drive my car off the road
'Cause I'm fine, so fine, so fine, until I get so low
Low

If I leave, the pain doesn't leave with me
It moves on to you and you hold it
So, when I think it through, I picture you
Ashamed I try to control it
But I feel like a burden, I'm not a person
That I want to know
Know

I wish I was more than what I am, I swear
But I would be nothing if you weren't here
Can't run from thoughts, they're everywhere
God, I would be nothing if you weren't here
You weren't here

It's been one of those weeks again
And I hate to make it all about me again
But I fall asleep at night
Pray I don't wake up in the morning light
To the same mistakes and shades of grey
That paint my brain and tear me apart
Apart

I wish I was more than what I am, I swear (swear)
But I would be nothing if you weren't here (weren't here)
I can't run from thoughts, they're everywhere
But I would be nothing if you weren't here
You weren't here

I'm stood at the edge of the cliff
But you keep on pulling me back again
We all know someone who couldn't cope
Don't wanna become that friend of a friend

I'm stood at the edge of the cliff
But you keep on pulling me back again
We all know someone who couldn't cope
Don't wanna become that friend of a friend (oh)

I'm stood at the edge of the cliff
But you keep on pulling me back again
We all know someone who couldn't cope
Don't wanna become that friend of a friend (oh)

It's been one of those weeks again
I'm sorry, I try to keep it to myself
But I'm such a mess inside, that's why
I'm never there for anyone else (oh)
And I'm sorry
'Cause it's all getting bleak again
It's been one of those weeks again